以為他情傷，所以他刪除了自己臉書的戶口。到了今天，我方才恍然大悟。他沒刪除，而是block了我。這三年以來，我在他心裡一直都是一文不值的。即使我從來沒計較他對我所做過的一切，一切不堪回首的舉動。他好像很恨我，可是他應該恨我些什麽？恨我不是美女而曾經跟他在一起，恨我曾經的死纏爛打，恨我給予他醜陋的回憶？
愛情里有些事情就是說不清也看不明。一個傷了他的女人；背叛他的女人，他卻愛得要生要死。一個等了他好久的女人，他卻回頭也不看一眼。
我不夠好嗎？
還是 我們緣分盡了？
我空窗了若干年那麼久，是爲了什麽？
爲了療傷？爲了等他？爲了..爲了..
不管怎樣，到了今天，我才發現..我是個白癡。
Tuesday, December 8, 2009
Sunday, December 6, 2009
你
我希望这一刻陪在你身边的人，会是我。就算全世界放弃了你，我还是会在你身旁，支持你。可惜，我只能在原地奢望。
被人伤害了，没关系。不要伤心，因为是一个不懂得珍惜你的爱的人放弃了你。反之，应该伤心的是对方。
你工作一切顺利吗？我真心希望你可以过得很好...虽然失去了你最爱的她。
对不起，真的找不到你。真的联络不上你。所以只能在这里，慰问你。
你在新加坡的哪个角落？记得照顾好自己..
发生天大的事都不要紧。真的，不要紧。因为，有我...
被人伤害了，没关系。不要伤心，因为是一个不懂得珍惜你的爱的人放弃了你。反之，应该伤心的是对方。
你工作一切顺利吗？我真心希望你可以过得很好...虽然失去了你最爱的她。
对不起，真的找不到你。真的联络不上你。所以只能在这里，慰问你。
你在新加坡的哪个角落？记得照顾好自己..
发生天大的事都不要紧。真的，不要紧。因为，有我...
Thursday, December 3, 2009
Tuesday, December 1, 2009
Friendship
如果當初沒有劃破臉皮，翻臉不認人，那麼我們現在還會是好朋友嗎？從四人行到三人行再到兩人行，讓我不禁懷疑友情是否如此脆弱？我和她其實都有相同感受。只是話在心裡口難開，你能體會麼？為我的衝動致上萬二分的歉意，希望你聽得見。現在無論是作業報告或作業呈現，老實說，都提不起勁兒來做。我們心裡明白，因為我們這一組並不完整。因為少了個你。看回昔日的照片，其實那都是很簡單的開心。想想，我們互不講話，互不望彼此，又有多少了時間了？屈指一數，應該也有將近三個月的時間。對我們來說也許不長，但對你來說，絕對是很冗長的一段日子。曾經一起玩樂一起共患難的我們，那樣的情節，不知是否還屬於你部份的回憶？還是早已拋諸腦後，畢竟先狠下一絕的是我們。你懷念四人行嗎？我很懷念..
Monday, November 23, 2009
忆
231106-231107-231108-231109
这个日子对于我来说是很特别的。应该说，曾经很特别。不过我想某人早已忘了吧。
是应该忘记的..我呢? 没有忘记 ，依然放在心里。我想这辈子都忘不了吧，毕竟人们说初恋总是
最刻苦铭心的。三年前的那个夜晚，他把Honey注入了我的身体，我的心灵。那是一种甜蜜，一种我忘了很久的甜蜜。回想起那个时刻，没有太多的浪漫，只是单纯地想和他永远的在一起。只是那永远离我好遥远了。没关系，虽然很痛但至少我品尝过什么叫做甜蜜。很感谢他曾经闯入我的世界，虽然只是短短两年，但是已经有足够了回忆了。希望他会幸福吧。我也希望自己的另一半赶快出现，祝福自己 =)
今天是1096天
今天是第三年
如果那段情还存在的话
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
Overdue Post
Sorry for being such an inefficient blogger recently.
The Mexico Restaurant
Eat eat eat
*Spot my expression ! Hahaa,I was in a pekcek mood cus I thought they didn't prepare me a cake ! LOL.
Awww~
kinda happy huh?
Ta daaa!
Surprise from bunch of them
am so paiseh !
Singing HappyBirthday to me
I hope......*secret*
Well,it's traditional =)
Cheeseeeeeeeeeeeee
Group Picha !
Before leaving
Me with the cardboard they did for me
I love this !
Do checkup my facebook for more photos ツ
I got no mood to blog and nothing to blog.
Don't ask me why. =(
I need more outings to cheer up my mood.
Friends,date me out Please !
am begging u guys. LOL !
Promised to blog about my birthday celebration but it was unhappy celebration due to the accident.
So I just post up some random photos to show u guys.
kidnapping me to Port Dickson
kidnapping me to Port Dickson
Sigh ! The only beach photo from Chun Yen's phone.
I lost all the beach photos ><
I lost all the beach photos ><
The Mexico Restaurant
Eat eat eat*Spot my expression ! Hahaa,I was in a pekcek mood cus I thought they didn't prepare me a cake ! LOL.
Awww~kinda happy huh?
Ta daaa!Surprise from bunch of them
am so paiseh !
Singing HappyBirthday to me
I hope......*secret*
Well,it's traditional =)
Cheeseeeeeeeeeeeee
Group Picha !
Before leaving
Me with the cardboard they did for me
I love this !Do checkup my facebook for more photos ツ
好男人絕種了,愛一年往往要傷個三五年.愛一遍,足以讓人老了幾十歲.
Thursday, November 12, 2009
蛻變
When I was in Standard 3
Try to spot me ! Ha =P
Try to spot me ! Ha =P
Standard 5
TaDaa! Standard 6Can u believe that I was the Head Prefect?
LOL !
I found out that I changed a LOTs from standard 5 to 6
Good one =D
Oh My Gosh !I partnered with Lydia Chai, danced Cha-Cha!
Luckily I were the girl. LOL!
Hahahaa ! My expressionI think I was giving out some speech during Teacher Day's dinner =)
Here comes the cutest one !
Are you expecting?
or maybe anticipating? JiaJia hates this word,LOL!
CountDown lor !
3
2
1
eieieieiieieieieieieieieiii
Hahahaaa
Feel like hitting me?
AiyoryorrrrWhy am I so cute?
Poser poser ! Great one =D其實可以發現真正的友誼在小學的時代才可以尋得
人長大了 就會變得爾虞我詐
這沒辦法 人在江湖就身不由己
隨著年齡的增長,你會發現跟很多人都處不來
人的性格更為鮮明 不喜歡的事也越來越多
唉 有時在想 是自己的問題 還是別人的不對
I miss those innocent time !
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
Monday, November 9, 2009
Friday, November 6, 2009
Secure
怎麼我還是學不乖?
還是那麼輕易的讓自己掉進愛情的漩渦里.
第二次了,被同一個他欺騙與利用.
試問,我能怎麼辦?
怨天尤人嗎? 對不起那不是我的作風.
千萬個爲什麽在我傷口蔓延,但我不會問出口.
多么不清醒也好,我知道他的答案不會是我想要的.
Please don't find me anymore. 我會祝福你們 =)
這是我給他的最後一封SMS.
那場意外讓我留下不可磨滅的陰影.
Helpless,不是你們大家所能體會得到.
當時我一個人,身邊的兩個人緊緊相擁.我能往那裡靠?
一個回神,我已撞向玻璃. 雖沒有什麽大礙,但是我的心對無助的懼感日益漸增.
我一直尋覓的那一份安全感,它在千里之外..
Sorry that I didn't post up My Birthday celebration's article.
Keep delay and delay =P
Wait for me kay,thankiu !
Thursday, October 29, 2009
Am back !
Am back to my half dead Blog.
Heheheee =P
Forgive my laziness,okay?
By the way,am doing pretty well here. No worries !
Actually I do have many things to share
But I don't really know how to type it out
LOL !
plus I didn't take much pictures.
Pictures are always better than words,right?
Well,am going to celebrate my Birthday on Friday and Saturday
Of cus with different gang.
Gonna have dinner @ La Bodega,Pavilion with JiaJia and Yixuan on Friday
And the next day going to have lunch @ The Apartment,The curve with Lydia they all.
Sing K is a must ! Hahaaa,cus I no need to pay as am the Birthday Girl.
LOL,what I mean is RedBox is going to treat me lar. Un? =D
I'm going to be super duper busy within Friday until Sunday.
Except for the Birthday Celebration,I need to be Bridesmaid on Sunday.
Hahhaaa,the very first time ! Kinda excited.
Need to think several games for the bridegroom and his brothers. *devil smiles,heeheeee
Wish the couple stay sweet forever =)
Will be updated later.
Stay tuned !
Currently fall for Forever21's T shirt !
Goshhhhhh,simply yet nice !
I will purchase them someday =D
Heheheee =P
Forgive my laziness,okay?
By the way,am doing pretty well here. No worries !
Actually I do have many things to share
But I don't really know how to type it out
LOL !
plus I didn't take much pictures.
Pictures are always better than words,right?
Well,am going to celebrate my Birthday on Friday and Saturday
Of cus with different gang.
Gonna have dinner @ La Bodega,Pavilion with JiaJia and Yixuan on Friday
And the next day going to have lunch @ The Apartment,The curve with Lydia they all.
Sing K is a must ! Hahaaa,cus I no need to pay as am the Birthday Girl.
LOL,what I mean is RedBox is going to treat me lar. Un? =D
I'm going to be super duper busy within Friday until Sunday.
Except for the Birthday Celebration,I need to be Bridesmaid on Sunday.
Hahhaaa,the very first time ! Kinda excited.
Need to think several games for the bridegroom and his brothers. *devil smiles,heeheeee
Wish the couple stay sweet forever =)
Will be updated later.
Stay tuned !
Currently fall for Forever21's T shirt !
Goshhhhhh,simply yet nice !
I will purchase them someday =D
Friday, October 23, 2009
College Life
I am completely struck down by the stresses of assignments.
Is obviously that Fifth sem is much more harder than previous semesters.
am taking Mass Media Law, Globalization and Communication, M'sia Cultural and Religious,
Film and Society, Broadcast Writing(Television)
1 more semester to go then I'll finish my diploma.
am deciding to continue my Advanced-Diploma in Tar Co
llege.
I shouldn't skip classes anymore especially Lecture class.
Heheheeee. I swear !
Any recommended hairstyle?
8 more days to go !
311009♥
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
Result
The result wasn't that good as I expected.
I didn't get a single A.
Once I saw my result,I was stunned in front of the screen.
Stunned about 3 to 4 seconds.
Two B+ , One B and Two B-.
Honestly,am not satisfied with the result.
Never mind, at least I pass all =)
GPA for this sem : 3.11
CGPA : 3.08
No doubt, I need to work harder to achieve the goal which has been set by me.
加油!
Monday, October 19, 2009
3days2night
I'm in the town now =)
Nothing much to talk about my Penang trip though
I didn't take much pictures, LOL !
Don't feel curious about that as I didn't go anywhere when I was in Penang.
It took only 4hours from KL to Penang. Kinda fast huh?
The couple drove very fast and me as a passenger,is advised to buckle up my safety belt.
hahahahaaa!
Bibi in the car
Me with the cutieee
Raining outside the car
BR during the journey
Bibi with 可可Well,we reached penang at 6pm. Went to Kim Hee Restaurant for dinner.
Is a must to visit their restaurant when u went to Butterworth ! Teeheeee =D
Kim Hee's toilet
Kim Hee's toilet
Veggie
Salad Prawns
Egggggg
鹿肉
Curry Fish
Apple Juice
Isn't 锅贴. Unknown ! LOL.
鹿肉
Curry Fish
Apple Juice
Isn't 锅贴. Unknown ! LOL.I did enjoy the dinner well,simple yet delicious =)
Had pillow talk with that lady until 3am,Goshhhhh !
The next day which means Saturday
Went shopping with JiaJia and her mum.
The very first time I sat in BMW ! Don't laugh at me,thankiu =P
Not the bicycle okay? Is C-A-R !
Huuuuuu~somekind of nervous I did feel that !
LOL ! am Kampung Girl ==
Crossing Penang's Bridge
Ta-daaa! Queensbay Mall
Dragon-i for lunch
Siu long bao is a must !
Finally
..
..
..
The Appetizer-Mango Salad
鎮店之寶- 炒粥 Fried Porridge
Recommended! 淡水蝦
Recommended too! 蛤
Recommended three! LMAO >< Tomyam Soup
Went to KimHee Restaurant for brunch before we left Penang.
OMGGGGG! My favourite. Sweet Potato
Nine more hours to go !
Hopefully the result will not disappoint me.
Praying Hard.
Had pillow talk with that lady until 3am,Goshhhhh !
The next day which means Saturday
Went shopping with JiaJia and her mum.
The very first time I sat in BMW ! Don't laugh at me,thankiu =P
Not the bicycle okay? Is C-A-R !
Huuuuuu~somekind of nervous I did feel that !
LOL ! am Kampung Girl ==
Crossing Penang's Bridge
Ta-daaa! Queensbay Mall
Dragon-i for lunch
Siu long bao is a must !I bought a T from MNG.
Addicted to MNG and Forever 21 recently,I wonder why ha. Heheee
Went Serdang for dinner with JiaJia,her sweetsweet,Maggie and Christy.
The place kinda u-l-u. I was starving that time seriously but still have to wait more than half and hour for the food. The restaurant is packed!
Addicted to MNG and Forever 21 recently,I wonder why ha. Heheee
Went Serdang for dinner with JiaJia,her sweetsweet,Maggie and Christy.
The place kinda u-l-u. I was starving that time seriously but still have to wait more than half and hour for the food. The restaurant is packed!
Finally
..
..
..
The Appetizer-Mango Salad
鎮店之寶- 炒粥 Fried Porridge
Recommended! 淡水蝦
Recommended too! 蛤
Recommended three! LMAO >< Tomyam SoupWent to KimHee Restaurant for brunch before we left Penang.
OMGGGGG! My favourite. Sweet PotatoNine more hours to go !
Hopefully the result will not disappoint me.
Praying Hard.
Thursday, October 15, 2009
Penang
最近的生活很單調，沒有Rainbow般的絢麗。而我不怎么享受。一個人慣了，現在偶爾想要另一個人，闖入我的生命。只是，我等了那個人，好久...
Nothing much to blog though
am going to Penang tomorrow =)
我不喜歡吉隆坡，可我習慣了這個城市。
Will be updated later
Stay tuned. =D
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